I used to think I could never win

You know this reoccurring war against sin

I used to think I could never last

Since I was always living in the past

I mean who was I to receive Gods love

To receive that grace from above

I lied, I cheated, I gambled, I hated,

Even some things I did made me doubt my faith

Like how could I be Christian

If I didn’t even listen

I heard him screaming in my ear

But I tuned him out because of fear

Listen I wanted to be whole

But I was already so low

How could I be free

If I couldn’t even accept me

I eventually broke down

Realizing how easily I lost my crown

I thought that this sickness would never leave

So I settled into despair with such ease

Then one day I met a man

Who honestly made me a fan

He told me my burden was no longer there

And all I had to do was care

I asked him what good will it do

If God had already withdrew

He said my daughter I never left

I was just waiting till that last day you wept

Now those tears came from your heart

So I knew then it was time to start

My dearest girl look down and pick up your cross

It’s time to take back that joy you lost

And all you have to do is follow my Son

And know that this victory has been won